"The Historian"

© 2007 by Julius Lester
The Historian by Elizabeth  Kostova was one  of the  big  books of 2005,  big both  in  pages (642) and  sales. It  is  about the  search  by primarily one  family for  Dracula. The descriptions of  the European  settings  are quite  good, as  well as the depictions of the many characters, not  to mention the extensive  compilation  of  lore  about Dracula. But when I  finished it, I was not elated. It  is  a well-conceived and  well-written book, but it did not  touch my soul.  When I  finished it, I was not  sure what it  added  up  to.
But there were  some lovely passages in it.
“For all his attention to my historical  education, my father had  neglected  to tell me this: history’s terrible  moments were real. I  understand  now, decades later, that he  could  never have told me.  Only history itself  can  convince  you of such  a truth. And  once you’ve  seen  that  truth – really seen  it, you  can’t look away.” [37]
“…history  could  be…a  splash  of  blood whose agony didn’t  fade  overnight,  or over centuries.” [50]
Those passages are even  more  apt in  light of the  carnage  taking place  in  Iraq, especially  the image of history  as  "a  splash of blood".
“It also  gave  me my first  faint  quaver  of sexual  belonging,  the elusive feeling  that if I  slipped  my hand into his  as we  walked  along, a  door  would fall open somewhere in the  long wall  of reality as  I  knew it, never  to be  closed again.” [158]
This  is said  by the daughter who is one of the novel's  narrators  and is  falling  in love  for  the first  time. I love the image of a  "faint  quaver  of sexual  belonging". It  is  so  apt as is the  metaphor of the door which  falls  "open somewhere in the long  wall of reality," and  with each  act  of  sexual belonging, a new door  falls open. 
“I stood watching a wave of loss come through  the celestial  air  toward me, through that  beautiful  morning. Then  my grief reached  me, an  unspeakable  fire.” [614]  
These  words are by the girl's father,  another  one of the narrative voices, who  believes  his wife  has  committed  suicide. I have  never  seen  grief described  more accurately. Yes,  grief is  "an  unspeakable  fire" that  burns and burns and burns,  and  never  burns  completely  out. The  coals linger hotly until it  is someone else's turn to  experience  that  grief at  your own  death.
TODAY'S  WORD
FOGBOW - A  faint white or  yellowish arc-shaped light, similar  to  a  rainbow,  that sometimes  appears  in  fog  opposite the sun. A fogbow  is  also  now  as  a  seadog.
And, I  suppose I can't leave  out  
FOGPATE - A stupid, muddle-headed person. 
We will take  a  moment to think of  the fogpates  we  know,  or who hold  elective  offices.
TODAY'S  PHOTOGRAPHY
Lady's  slippers  are  wild  orchids  and  tend to  be  rare  in nature. There are  a  small  patch of them  on our  property. This  is one.